Monday, May 31, 2010

Moving Faster Than Lightning!

Life seems to be moving so fast right now. My first year of college is finished and now Summer is here. Next thing you know, it'll be Fall and I'll be back on that semester schedule once again. It blows me away how I'm already a sophomore in College when I still feel like a 16 year old sophomore in High School!

With life taking over, I'm losing track of updating this blog. And I only update it once a month! How sad, I know. I guess it's because I really don't have much to write about or really wanna put out there for the world to contemplate. Maybe I'm learning to keep things for myself and just accepting things for what they are and just going with the flow. Or I might just be getting lazy and taking the easy way out. xD Either way, please bear with me if I fail to update or posts blogs like I regularly do, even if it was only once a month..

I feel it's better to live my life and do what I choose to without having to document or write about it. From time to time I will, for sure. It's just that now, I want to have that freedom. Do you know what I mean? It's like, I don't want to always take pictures of the things I'm doing or have done, and if I do take a picture, I'd rather keep it to myself; for my own viewing pleasure. Sound kinda pervy. But it is what it is. Sorry, if I sound selfish that way. But you can understand right?

Besides, I don't think anyone ever reads my blogs anyway. AHAHA. But that doesn't matter because I started this blog to keep myself sane by writing down the random thoughts and theories bouncing around in my noggin. So right now, I'm learning to not question things so much and be happy with whatever it is I have. And if I don't have what I want; I'll find a way to get it some way, some how.

I'm going to take a break. But I'll be back before you know it!